Sampai satu tahap nanti, akan ada perasaan malas nak melayan those lelaki lelaki yang ada.. Even dia tak bersalah, but thats how i do feel right now. Perasaan dah tak ada hati dekat lelaki. Rasa malas, bosan and penat. Layan bila perlu, and bila rasa nak. But not terpaksa, saya ikhlas !!
Entahla, everything seems changed since that day. Hopefully lepas ni i akan always beware and be careful and always protect my own heart first. Ni asik nak jaga hati orang, but hati sendiri tergadai. T_T
Anyway im feeling much better now since i started work. I make myself busy everyday and night. Balik balik trus tdo. So takde masa sgt nak sedih sedih. And yes, i guess im fully recovered atm. Alhamdulillah. Thanks to everyone yang tak putus2 doakan i cepat recover. Ur prayers sgt dihargai. Love kamu kamu semua.
Happy girl =))
Zana xx
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