Forgiving You (con't)

Im sorry amy if masa kita together dulu, even tak lama about 9months ni i ada buat salah silap at you. I even left you, but i did explain everything and u accepted. I tau i banyak marah marah you. Sejak you asik tipu i, i memang dah tak percaya apa pon perkataan dari you. Air muka you bila tak kenal, tengok macam kesian, macam baik sangat. You even cakap u takde fb dulu. Sedangkan u ligat berfb dengan aiza even when u with me edi. Banyak gila album cintan cintun you. Too many to tell i bet u knw everything especially bout menara kl thingy. Hmmmp sedih bila fikir. Sedih bila tau i diperbodohkan oleh bf sendiri. Apa pon i dah lama maafkan u. I tau benda mcm ni mmg akan jadi. Sedangkan aiza yang couple gan u 2 tahun pon u boleh burukkan dia, apa lagi i yang tak sampai setahun ni. I minta maaf if apa yang i tulis ni buat u hurt tapi i ikhlas and i takde tambah tambah cerita to make story interesting. Apa yang i tulis ni semuanya 100% based on what had happend between us. Im so sorry amy.  Sorry sebab i tak boleh nak tunaikan janji i to you, to wait for u anther 3-4 years. Thats way too long for me lagi lagi bila relationship kita ni ditentang. Bukan i tak cuba to convinced my famly, i did and i even gave u chances too many times. At last, i get same shit from you. Amy study rajin rajin. Tunaikan janji u to ur parents. Kata nak bagi hadiah degree to them. Jaga badan, jaga makan minum, jaga muka, jaga diri u especially. Kurangkan rokok n minum tu kalau boleh stop jela. U kan da besar amy u da bole fikir mana baik n buruk. U can always anggap i as ur kakak or kawan like we always did masa dulu. 

You know my number and u knw how to find me, and you can always reach me bila bila u nak. But to me, we are just friend. Bout me and zaman, we both just a friend and zaman mmg dah tak boleh accept i after what i did to him. Silap i and maybe dia still trauma n tak over bout his past. Thanks to u sebab buat macam ni. Hancur hati i. But its okey takda jodoh just like us. I terima, maybe ini karma for me, fate amy. Maafkan i for everything. You gotto be strong. Jgn nagis nagis. Lembutkan hati untuk terima kenyataan. Life must goes on. Jauh lagi perjalanan hidup you. Jangan tinggal sembahyang please. I always doakan yang terbaik for you. Sorry sorry sorry im truly sorry. Take a good care of urself again. 

Till then. 
Zana xx