There are two types of pain : the one that hurts you a lot and the ones that strive to make you a better person. At this moment, I'm not really sure what this pain is. Now, I know what really happened between the both of us. And at this moment, I'm not really sure how I feel.
I know I've told you this before, but my greatest fear remain and is, that I am inadequate. I am here, trying to be the best that I can ever be, but yet I dont think its enough. That I cant make you happy enough by being with just me. Cause if ever it came down to the line, I dont think I'll be able to match up to someone old, memorable, and likeable as her and I am terrified.
Your actions dictate what you're feeling cause I guess sometimes you get your feelings confused too. I dont blame you. But the fact that you're not being honest to me, means there's more to this situation that what it seems.
Tell me, is this you, falling out of love with me?
Zana, xx
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